Vichar

  Here we go again. Second year, semester 4. My jury is done. It was really different.  Now, I've a theory paper on 1st May (the day after tomorrow) No, I have not started studying. The subject is product semiotics. But that is different from the subject of today. I have lost control of how my brain functions. I need to swim in the direction I want to be, but I feel I've left myself just floating into randomness. And it bloody sucks. I hate it really bad.  My brain currently does not want to stay in line with what I want to do. I don't even know if it makes sense, but it is true.   I am in love with bicycles again, but I'm not able to PHYSICALLY do anything about it. All I'm left with is some hints of visualisations in my mind. I mean I hold a pencil and start sketching, but the mental process just stops, and I'm left with nothing. As if my brain just switches off completely. But I need to get back. ASAP. But I need to do something. This state of floating with e...